July 2009
1 post
Jul 12th
April 2009
2 posts
Apr 20th
epiphany?
if i decide that where i am is good, i can be happy here. as long as i think i hate it, i will. i don’t have to be unhappy anymore. : D
Apr 16th
March 2009
1 post
i wonder what all the smells in the world mixed...
try going to prague. you’ll find out. its a bit overwhelming (via nikuhh)
Mar 5th
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February 2009
2 posts
Feb 24th
Feb 18th
January 2009
8 posts
don’t they say “God is TOO big for one religion” ? i swear i saw it today and thats what it was. which would make more sense… i nono let me know what you find out breefield: I’ve seen the bumper sticker “God isn’t big enough for one religion” plastered among other stickers such as “Proud parent of a soldier”, etc… I’ve seen it on a few cars. But I’m having...
Jan 31st
“He’s not the only one who must change.”
Jan 23rd
it’s knowing what they want of me thats scares me, it’s knowing having followed, i must lead. it’s knowing that each person here compares me to those in my past whom i know succeed. but how can whatever i do for them now be enough? …..be enough? i know expectations are wild, and almost beyond my fufillment, but they won’t hear a word of a doubt, or a sign of a...
Jan 23rd
Jan 10th
drained.....
who know things could get so freaking complicated. being secret keeper for my circle of friends is hard work. RAR! ugh. i need to get some decent secrets of my own. there’s just so stinkin much going on. : P but i know i love it and i’m secretly glad i get to be the go to girl. so i guess i can’t complain. brain. melting. goodnight world. i’m makign my escape.! : D
Jan 9th
…And then there were a pair, a boy and girl. i saw them together a great deal,  and at first i thought they were boyfriend and girlfriend, until one day i saw them up close and realized they had to be siblings. Later i learned that they were twins. They looked very much alike, with heavy dark-blonde hair and epicene faces as clear, cheerful and grave, as a couple of Flemish angels. and...
Jan 6th
Jan 3rd
203 notes
make that 6 legit apps
i am an official person now. lets see if this mad quest turns up any results
Jan 2nd
December 2008
6 posts
Dec 31st
Dec 22nd
Listen“Mary, Sweet Mary” Jess Voice Brian...
Dec 22nd
Listenthe hand song Violin and Voice: Jessica  Guitar:...
Dec 19th
Listen“The Best Day” Jessica Voice and...
Dec 18th
Dec 2nd
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November 2008
8 posts
Nov 30th
Nov 29th
Listenanother of the gbc recordings, steve pianoing, dan...
Nov 24th
Nov 11th
its a charlie brown day
“i think lunchtime is the worst time of day for me. always having to sit here alone. of course, the mornings aren’t always so pleasant either-waking up and wondering if anyone would really miss me if i never got out of bed. then there’s the night too- lying there and thinking of all the stupid thinks i’ve done during the day. and all those hours in between- when i do all...
Nov 11th
Nov 5th
Listenmy arrangement of amazinng grace me singing,...
Nov 4th
I LOVE YOU.
i love you when you tell me my life is worthless. i love you when you tell me what a failure i am. it makes me feel special. i love you when you tell me i don’t measure up to the rest of the family. i love you when you say my friends are a waste of time. i love you when you criticize my judgement and treat me like an idiot. i love you when you hit me and tell me its my fault you are...
Nov 1st
October 2008
4 posts
“crisis; its a strange beast. it can unite, it can divide. but it always gives...”
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Oct 26th
Oct 21st
An Apt Way to Begin...
freedom; its a word that garners many responses. thought. speech. religion. choice. will. life. death. press. life. decisions.  but its a word that i abhor. i do not value freedom. not in the sense america puts it. i do not want everyone to say anything they feel they want to say. i value the thought behind words. no one pays attention to a fool who is always running at the mouth, but the one...
Oct 21st
“people demand freedom of speech to make up for the freedom of thought which they...”
– a man
Oct 21st