I LOVE YOU.
i love you when you tell me my life is worthless.
i love you when you tell me what a failure i am. it makes me feel special.
i love you when you tell me i don’t measure up to the rest of the family.
i love you when you say my friends are a waste of time.
i love you when you criticize my judgement and treat me like an idiot.
i love you when you hit me and tell me its my fault you are angry.
i love you when you yell at me and try and make me feel small.
i love you when you use the words, “jessica, i love you but you are a worthless little shit.”
yup.
these things just make me so happy. you’ll never know.
